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2006-01-09T18:05:00.001-08:00

hmm..wala lang..nasa SC ako..namimiss ko lang ung blog ko..long time no post..hehe..well..wala lang talaga..muntik na ako makatulog sa natsci1..wearing yellow tapos mamaya white naman..pe kasi e..wala lang..stressed super,pero i have to be strong..para sakanya..hindi ko nga alam kung pano ko sya pasasayahin..she doesnt feel good..galit ata sa sarili nya..ewan ko lang..pasa ako i wont give up.hmm..*yawn* inaantok pa talaga ako..im hungry pero wala akong gana..uhm..wala lang..marami lang akong nalaman sa mga past relationships..kakagulat..nyahahahaha..lumalabas lahat ng secret na hindi nalaman..hay...sasabog na ata utak ko...super daming iniisip..tapos ung freind ko at ung hindi ko kilala..sila na daw..haha..basta..ewan ko kung pano nangyari..super bilis..kaasar pa kanina..may ng stolen shot..grrr...hindi ko naman kilala..e..bahala sila,pero ayoko talaga ng ganon e..nakakayamot!..uy tagalog..haha..wala lang..medyo malabo no?..masayang malungkot na makulit pero walang gana..haha..wala lang..hmm..may class na ako..baka hindi nalang ako pumasok..ay bawal..nagpapataasan pala kami ng grades ni kwamipots..sige..*yawn*tulugan ko nalang ung class...paalam

whoa!

2005-12-05T18:24:00.000-08:00

well..its been a long time since i posted huh?..e wala naman kasing interesting na nangyari sa buhay ko..nagbertdei ang aking happy family..my grandparents arrived galing states..and we're a one big happy family..i think..ata..hehehehe..wala akong magawa..namiss ko lang ang blog ko..pati na ikaw..oo ikaw..hay....hell week na..waaaaahhh..kasi lantern parade..at buwisit n mga surot at niknik na kumagat sakin...roar!!!...hay..duckpin mamaya...bwahahaha..at si mam ivy ulit prof..saya...close na kami..bwahahahahaha!...hala may contest pa kami ni kwami sa grades..only prob is..may prob ata ako e..i think im already numb..i dunno..basta numb...i cant feel it..basta!..eon..wala lang..hala wala akong masabi,namimiss ko na si mec a...at ang buong berde team...although i already quit playing bball..long story..wag na itanong...wag ka narin magkamot ng ulo..may dundraf ka ba?????hehehehe..i happy yet numb..how come?!..well,i guess thats for someone to know and for me to find out..salamat ng pala sa mga tao na nagpaspecial ng bertdai ko..salamat samalat..i really appreciate it..hala tama ba spelling?...anyway..wala na akong masabi talaga..nood kau lantern parade..para masaya..sige..paalam..

quesci

2005-10-16T18:24:00.000-07:00

eargh?!..ang tagal ko nang di nagpopost a..well,sem break na and im sick ngayon..uso ata ang sipon..darn!ayoko makiuso..anyway..napass ko na lahat ng dapat i pass,pati si chino..(uh,sya un toy car na ginawa ko)anyway,last friday we went to quesci to play bball..well late ako..hehe..e pano i cleaned the house at naglaba pa ako..my washing machine naman e..uh..tapos..we didnt win..pero ok lang..atleast i get to play bball..kahit baka last ko na un kc i might quit playing bball..hard to believe pero i think its a must..anyway..after the game punta kami ni solo sa shang plazw..sa harap ng starbucks..dun kami kasi susunduin nila mommy e..tapos we went to eastwood..drinop lang kami dun kasi maysinundo pa sila dad e..tapos we decided to buy tickets para sa movie..hehe..wallace and gromit..ang saya diba..we ate at fazolis..at walang gana si solo..uh..e solo,ikaw ba yan?..e ang takaw takaw nun e..tapos nung paalis na kami dumating sila mom sa fazolis..dun daw meeting nila e..sheesh!..after we went to the cinema na..with solo's bagpack..haha!inaasar ko ngang bagpackers..ahehehe!..well asteeg ung movie at kami lang ang matatandang nanood na walang kasamang bata..e isip bata naman ung kasama ko kaya ok lang..hehe..tapos sobrang babaw namin..kasi ang kulit ng movie talaga..well i nagaw ko un bag ni solo..ginawa kong unan..hahaha..tapos after the movie nagtext na un mom ni solo..sunduin daw siya sa may mcdo..eargh?!..uh..nanood pa kami ng onti ng band na dawn ata un..e un..after non umuwi na si solo..balik ako ng fazolis,kumain ng pizza..hehehe yum yum..tapos text lang ako ng text kasi cant relate sa pinaguusapan ng grown ups..tapos..we got home ng mga 2am..sheesh!inasar ko pa si solo na magpabango e ako din pala e hindi na nakaligo kasi pagdating ko sa room ko knock out na ako..tapos the next day..nagkasipon na ako..sheesh!wala pa akong gana kumain kanina..soup lang un inorder ko..at ngayon..wala akong gana magdinner..saya..ayokong maki uso pag ganito..grrraaaar!ang hirap esp now wala kaming helper sa house..so un..sige check pa akong friendster e..ciao!

damn!

2005-09-16T19:48:00.000-07:00

DAMN IT!

INTERCLASS

2005-09-10T16:06:00.000-07:00

64 - 3 ang score,3 blocks..im so tired!damn!..whew!i just got home..nawalan ako ng gana kasi i saw my crush with someone else..siya pala yun..icompare ba ako sakanya?..tama ba yun?..sheesh!..anyway,im craving for mcdo fries and taro pie..mga cw10 classmates ko nasa intramuros..ingat kayo..si justine nasa hospital..kagabi pa daw..si solo dianna birthday ngayon..sila mec at nikki nagoofficiate..si carla pinapanood sila..parents are out..my cousin is watching the nu vs ust game..i am sooooo sleepy and disappointed..im still not finish with my plates..im becoming a lazybutt..sana sembreak na..this is not good..anyway..im not feeling well so,hanggang dito nalang muna..

WADDUP?!

2005-09-07T17:48:00.000-07:00

better start about yesteday..somebody was disappointed..im sooooo sorry!i really thought after our game we could play..promise babawi ako sayo..its solo..berdei mo pa naman sa saturday..roar!sorry talaga..i feel so guilty hanggang ngayon..anyway..kahapon we had our interclass..we won,i cant remember the score..natawa talga ako kay nikki..nag "jojog" na siya sa lagay na yun,nagssprint na yung mga humahabol sakanya hindi parin siya mahabol habol..hahaha!so anyway..hindi ko pa matapos tapos ang aking plates..hey kayei..hehe!la lang kachat ko kasi siya ngayon e..anyway..saturday meron ulit kaming interclass..12.45pm ata..against mimi's team..(she plays good..im really scared sa maroon team..no kidding!)sheesh!..my crush i s gonna watch so sana di na ako mabano..at sana may masabi na ako..nawawala kasi yung boses ko pag nandyan na siya..wala akong masabi..sheesh!so nice!!..HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO NIKKI AND JEHO!!!..(tama ba spelling?..) kahapon one year na sila..haha!anyway..wla na akong masabi..i want to play bball now pero i cant..

sheesh!..

2005-09-02T19:48:00.000-07:00

well..as usual the day my daw was..hmm?i dont know how to describe it..one modifier?..haha..ganito kasi yun..pagdating ko sa cal e nandun na halos yung mga classmates ko sa classroom..tapos nagdiscuss kami about the reading..dinismiss kami ng maaga kasi ma'am yap had to go somewhere..anyway nag adventure trip kami ni rorie..haha..wala kasi kaming magawa..kung san san na ata kami nakarating e..hinabol pa ako ng bee kaya medyo muka kaming sira na takbo ng takbo..haha!..anyway nung nagpart kami ng ways nagtext sakin si riz na punta daw ako ng educ kasi nandun siya kasama si sarah..haha..nayayako nga si sarah na sumama papuntang CFA..haha!..ang saya diba?..haha..tapos pagkataposng kulitan ay dumating ang aming prof..so umalis na si sarah..nabigyan nanaman kami ng malufet na plate..ayoko na talga..madugo to!!!..anyway after deskasion e nagpunta ako,si riz,bea,hazel,tina at ni john na pumunta ng lagoon..trip lang namin..ahahaha!tapos susunod daw si jen.pero di ko na naabutan kasi may pe class pa ako..pag dating ko ng gym e shooting kami and all..haha..tapos naawa ako kay nikki kasi may sakit siya..may game na kami bukas and my crush is going to watch!..otey!!..haha..kain kami ng kain after namin magpawis..haha..tapos uwi kasama si elaine..un lang..ngayon ka chat ko si joey..and si chuck..wahahaha!..

pahabol..

2005-09-01T20:51:00.000-07:00

paguwi ko e..kacaht ko na si solo at si rorie!..haha..un lang..

best day ever..bakit ba mababaw lang ako..

2005-09-01T20:50:00.000-07:00

ganito kasi un..gumising ako ng mga 6..ganon naman parati e,tapos kumain,nagtoothbrush and all the things na ginagawa bago pumasok..tapos habang nasa labas ako ng bahay namin at nagaabang ng fx e umulan..e naka slippers lang ako,un nabili ko sa mega mall na plip plops!..eyon so mejo badtrip tapos wala pang dumadating na fx na may bakanti e late na nun..mga 7:30 na ata..basta..halos lahat ng kasabay ko e nakasakay na..may nangagaw pa sa fx ko e ako una pumara..asar..pero naka sakay naman ako nun e..tapos nung naglalakad na ako papuntang mrt e may umapak sa paa ko..edi ang putik non kasi umulan,taena..asar talaga!..tapos pagdating ko mrt ang haba ng pila..so feeling ko talga late na ako makakapasok..nakasakay naman ako ng jeep papuntang campus ng maayos..tapos pagbaba ko sa check point e naglakad ako..akala ko talga late na ako,pero hindi pala..haha..tapos natapos ko rin ung plate no. 7 namin.. ang tagal na kasing di nagagawa kakasuspend ng classes..nagsasawa na nga ako kay captain america e..
anyway,pagkatapos ng class e napasa ko naman ng maayos ang aking plate at umulan ulit..ang saya diba..(kumain pala ako ng tusino kasi may baon ako..kasama si jackie at nag masarap niyang beef na baon..haha)anyway,papunta na kami ng materials class non..dahandahan akong naglalakad dahil ang ayoko sa lahat e napuputukan ang paa at chinelas ko..(walang kokontra sa spelling!)tapos..pagdating ko dun may class pang nasa place namin so di pa kami pwdeng umakyat..(magpunta sa CFA na shop nang malaman ang aking pinagsasabi..buti nalang e may dalang guitara si niko!haha..pero di ko rin natugtog kasi hiniram agad ni jen..tapos umakyat na kami dahil wala ng tao..malamang umalis na sila..tapos katext ko yung crush ko at nagpatulong ako sa aking matalik na kaibigang si riZ!salamat nga pala riz..binigyan niya ako ng tips..haha
tapos since wla si sir e nagkantahan at nagtugtugan kami..gumawa pa kami ng mga kanta ni niko..gawain kasi ito ng mga taong walang magawa..tapos nang magsialisan ang mga tao e nagpunta ako,si jen,si niko.si mark,si stoker!,at si hazel sa casaa kasi may class pa kami..haha..pwera lang kay niko..ayun..nagpaka bore kami dun at may pinarinig sakin si niko na halos maiyak ako sa galing nilang tumugtog..hay..*hinga!*tapos pagkatapos non e isa isa kaming nagpuntahan sa aming mga classes..haha!tapos after ng kas1 ko e nagkita kami ni mec katabi ang aking crush!(OMG!)haha!akoy nagpanic ngunit ako ay nakihalubilo rin sakanila..pero ako ay natorpe kasi kinakabahan ako e..wala kasi akong masabi..(ito na ata ang pinaka mahabang blog ko..)tapos umuwi na ako..haha..ang babaw ko pero masaya ako..sige kakain na ako..gabi na kasi at gutom na gutom na ako..good luck sakin tomorrow!..haha..nood kayo game namin sa sat..sa gym..interclass un..pati sa sept 10!!birthday un ni solo..at marami pang ibang taong hindi ko kilala..basta berthday nila!..sige na..gutom na talga ako..ciao!

We won the game..

2005-08-27T17:35:00.000-07:00

this morning i was in hyatt beacause my mom had an occular inspection overnight..tama ba espeling?..anyway, after eating breakfast hinatid ako ng parents ko sa UP kasi may game kami ng interclass..nanalo kami,i got two blocks!..hehe!wala lang,anyway nandun ung mga boyfriends ng mga kateamates namin kaya ang daming nagchecheer..haha..tapos umuwi na ako tapos kumain ng sisig..yum!yum!..wala lang..tapos ngiinternet na ako ngayon..un lang po...sige..ciao..

you know who you are..ano ka ba?..hindi naman masosolve ang lahat ng prob mo kung magpapakamatay ka..ang problema sayo maraming tao ang gusto tumulong pero you just shoo them away, ngayon sasabihin mo na iniiwan ka na ng mga tao?..ano ba yan?..get a grip!im still here..di lang talaga halata!..

kiss and tell

2005-08-19T22:32:00.000-07:00

Message: Kissing Language (yup, it's a language)if a kiss is the Language of Love,then we have a lot to talk about it...methods of Love....

+kiss on the ear------"i'm horny"

+kiss on the cheek----"we're friends"

+kiss on the hand-----"i adore you"

+kiss on the neck------"we belong together"

+kiss on the shoulder-----"i want you"

+kiss on the lips------------"i love you" or "i want you"

+holding hands--------"we can learn to love each other"

+a wink-------------------"Let's get it on"+slap on the butt----"thats mine"

+playing with the ear----"i can't live without you"

+holding on tight----"don't let go"

+looking into each other's eyes-----"let's get romantic"

+pulling hair on head----"tell me you love me"

+arms around the waist---"i love you too much to let go"

=advice=if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare...

=requirements=post this again after reading!!...or you'll have a bad year of relationshipIf you REALLY LIKE (or LOVE) SOMEONE right now AND MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head then re-post this within 1 mintute and whoever you are missing will surprise you tomorrow..

heaven knows how embittered i am!

2005-08-16T19:48:00.000-07:00

i had the stressfull,sleepless and nerve recking weekend ever!..sheeesh!anyways, i had a great time with the people in the neighborhood..haha!i ment people in UP..im watching simple life right now..these girls are nuts mhen!..i want to catch forty-winks!!!ive been up all night for three days!..ahhhhh!...im sooooo sleepy..wala lang..bangag na talaga ako..whew!ill just try to post a much clearer blog tomorrow ayt?..ciao!night night!..

rorie,chat,plates..nice..

2005-08-13T21:43:00.000-07:00

chat with rorie!!har har har..niaasar niya ako ulit sa f4..thanks a bunch!just got back from the shoot..haha!i ate dinner..i was in up kaninang afternoon..hmm..i ate lunch there..ano pa?..tambak ung plates ko and i might not be able to go to church tomorrow..you know what i do at the time like this...PANIC!!!PANIC!!PANIC!!!whahahahahahahaha!...anyway..i have sooooo many plates to finish..i did half and half..i havent started on the third plate..kulit ni rorie..ei people from cw10..wala lang..miss ko na kayo..haha!..really have to finish my plates..night night peeps..sleep tight,sweet dreams!!!!!

orange and lemons

2005-08-12T18:33:00.000-07:00

this songs for you!!

heaven knows

there are times
when I'm lyin' in my bed
how I bellow and cry from this stupid get
and my eyes are like windshields on a rainy day
almost rubbed-out,swelling
as I keep on
diggin' my face
in these cold hands of mine
heaven knows how embittered I am

Cause this angel has flown away from me
leave me in drunken misery
i should have clipped her wings
and made her mine
for all eternity
now this angel has flown away from me
i thought i had the strength to set her free
i did waht i did
because i love her so
will she ever find her way
back home to me?

Im so tired
i feel like catching forty-winks
being up all night in this elbow-room
that puts me in trace
where hopes and dreams come true
now my lips are burning
and my eyes are hurting
from these fumes i make
still i light another cigarette
just to pass my time
oh, heaven knoew how embittered i am..

today i was like basang sisiw from 10 am to 5pm..dont ask!..had a weird day!

di masama maging manhid!

2005-08-09T16:19:00.000-07:00

hindi masama maging manhid!..di ko alam kung kanino ko nakuha ito,nabasa ko lang sa bulletine ng friendster..ang saya naman..atleast alam ko na hindi pala masama yung ginagawa ko diba..kung may comments kayo sabihin niyo lang!
ito lang naman ang side ko na di niyo pa nakikita!..EMO SIDE!!!...
I wait for the day you'll wipe my tear away
and for the night that you'd hold me tight
givng me strength and making me smile
but it seems like you're for a hundred miles
I chew but i cant swallow
this is just to shallow
rain fell since the day you said goodbye
how could you give up like this?
how did i ever make you cry?
memories from the past promises that never last..ITS NOT YET FINISHED!!haha!..one more?

nakaupo sa isang sulok
walang reaksyon
hindi naman nagmumukmok
huwak mo ng itanong
kung ano ang nangyari
di rin naman kasi importante

pinipigilan ang nasa loob
para bang nawalan ng pag-asa
nalilito di na malaman ang totoo
kung bakit nagkaganito,bakit umaasa
nakakaasar,ngunit sawa na ako
sino bang nagsabing bawal ito?

hindi naman ako ganon ka manhid
wala lang ako talagang paki
sawa narin ako
sakakahabol sa'yo
titigilan na kita
bahala ka na, paalam na!

hindi ako nalulungkot

kahit ako'y nag-iisa

mabuti ng ganito

di rin naman masaya

siguro nga manhid ako

pero atleast hindi tanga

katulad ng kilala ko..haha!wala lang..reaction please!!=P

ALANG ALANG SA CW10!!

2005-08-08T18:54:00.000-07:00

from now on,ayoko na..alam ko malabo basta ayoko na!..ei rorie!!!miss na kita,can't wait to tell you everything..haha!..anyway,i have to concentrate on my studies..alam ko matagal na pero ngayon martir na ako..haha!tapos masaya na ako sa buhay ko ngayon..salamat sa lahat ng tao dyan..(wala lang,,di ko alam kung bakit basta kilala niyo na kung sino kayo..)i am so tired!grabe yung taping and shoot namin last sunday..shoot talga!..eargh?!..gets ko na kung saan ako lulugar..this will be the last day..08/08/05..kaninang 8am hanggang 8pm..tapos 8.50 nalang load ko kanina..(kilala mo kung sino ka..oo ikaw nga!)..kulit ko pero after this day..basta..anyway,super namiss ko yung cw10 class ko..ma'am Yap!..my dear classmates..esp. rorie, jen and mimi..haha..naks!special mention kayo a..haha!anyway..walang class sa KAS1 today kasi nagfieldtrip kami last saturday..yehey!ala extra challenge ang field trip namin..haha!paano,it was raining tapos from manila cathedral, intramuros, fort santiago and national museum..we walked!asteeg diba..hi nica!!(tama ba spelling??..)my partner and body nung field trip..dami kong nalaman sakanya,haha!..after the field trip sinundo na ako then i went to my favorite nephew's birthday party..grabe,i never seen him so kulit!..di niya ako nilubayan..di nga ako makakakain kung di lang siya kinuha ng yaya niya..kahit lituhin siya ng titas ko he would always find his way back to me..and cute diba?..haha!anyway after the party we when to my tita's house..we ate the big cake..picture taking..syempre tawanan and all the stuff..haha! actually nakatulog na ako e..haha!tapos sunday, after church i had tacos and after eating lunch we when to the shooting..wag niyo na itanong..i wont tell you anyway..kaya ako may pimple sa cheek!..dahil sa make up..roar!!!!$!#@#&$$%&***&%$!!!hahaha!---anlabo no?haha!hmm..ngayon that ive finished my plates its time to go to sleep but before that eat muna ako ng ice cream and cake!..yum!yum!..you want some?..punta ka dito sa house..now na ayt!?..=P

so so day..

2005-08-04T15:27:00.000-07:00

well..as usual tamad ako gumising..grabe!uper lazybutt ko talaga,ano naman gagawin ko?..hmm..ay!nga pala,i have a new uhmm..motto??.."if you dont wanna get hurt, dont put your heart on anything.."..haha!mejo malabo ba?..basta sakin may sense siya,bakit ba?..walang pakialamanan..anyway..as usual nasa SC ako,know what?i need a hug..someone please hug me!!!roar!pansin niyo ba kung anu-ano na sinasabi ko,mejo sabog nga e..di ko na alam kung paano ako makakalagpas this week..i have 3 plates to pass this monday.,then sa saturday well have our fieldtrip sa manila..kas1 un e..tapos in the afternoon my bday party for my fave nephew,di ko pa nga alam kung pano ako pupunta ng valle verde from manila..maybe a car would fetch me..*how i wish i have my license na..*tapos after church i have a shooting for a mtv..not a big prod pero di rin small..waaaaahhh!help me,good luck nalang sakin after this week..ngayon alam ko na ang feeling ng college..tapos may cerfew narin ako..saya diba??..hmmmm..its 3pm..wala lang..wala na akong masabi..gusto ko sana magkwento pa kayalang wala na ako sa mood e..nakakahiya naman,wala na akong makwento..di ako sabog a..wala lang to..hehe!anyway,got class pa..see yah..ciao!

haaaay!

2005-07-28T15:10:00.000-07:00

ang hirap bumangon..it was cold and i was comfortable in my bed..as usual im a lazybutt trying to get to school..super dami kong dala..whew!nothing much happened today..i miss my cw10..i miss climbing the stairs all the way up to the 5th floor..i want to go home..im kinda disturbed,i dont know what is going on..mixed emotion stiring inside of me..my pcs broken so i had to go here at the shopping center to update my blog..i hope my teacher in kas1 isnt in a bad mood..his jokes makes me laugh..anyway, still got stuff to do and a class to attend to..

classes were suspended at 1pm

2005-07-21T18:21:00.000-07:00

classes were suspended at 1pm!

well,well..wala lang..this morning i was wondering kung meron pasok kasi it was raining cats and dogs..kaya lang walang annoucement e,so i got up and fixed my stuff..hinatid ako ng dad ko..tapos i when i arrived sa up wala pang masyadong tao sa room..i guess because umuulan..bakit kaya nabobob ako ngayon?..eargh?!..anyway,classes were suspended so we attended our fa14 ng one hour lang ata..tapos i went home..nothing much happened this day..kinda boring but i still got tons of stuff to do..i hope you guys had a better week than i have..this past few weeks are kinda hmmm..i cant find the word..well im kinda disappointed..but who knows?..malay mo my happiness is just around the corner..thanks to all my friends who always finds a way to cheer me up..ill find a way to repay you guys..just wait and see..=P haha!..sige have to finish my hw as in homeworks..ciao for now..

i want to go home!!!

2005-07-18T15:19:00.000-07:00

i want to go home!!!!..this day kinda sucks..im really not in the mood,maybe it has something to do with what happened last night..i want to be numb,no emotions..pwede ba yun?..im sick and tired of the same thing..right now i want to go home,skip my kas1 class and go home..lock myself inside my room..and cry i guess..im too depressed,yung feeling na wala kang gana and di mo magawa ng tama yung manga dapat mong gawin..one more issue yung art classes ko..my teachers are too hard to please!..roar!..its like everything sucks,everything goes wrong and you just want to shrink..i also what to kill my classmate..ng kulit sobra..di naman ako ganito pero halos lahat na ng tao naaasar sakanya..utos dito utos doon!..kala mo lahat ng kasama yaya e..he just dont know when to stop..asar talaga!!..the whole world is against me?..di naman,malapit na siguro..hay!..still got 2hours or more before i reach my house..i guess its in my nature to give..kahit masakit sakin..kahit ako na yung magsusuffer..kahit wala nang matira para sakin..i dont know why..basta ganon ako..shoot!..all i want can never be mine..lahat naman ata e..wahaahaha!..yoko na magdrama..im looking forward sa pe class tomorrow..gotta jet..wala na akong masabi..(people di po ako nakapikit sa mga pics ko..natural na mukang wala akong mata pagngumungiti ako..wahahahaa!..)..ciao!!

eargh?..sc ulit!

2005-07-11T00:23:00.000-07:00

eargh?..sc ulit!

im waiting for my next class..haha!walang magawa..my butt hurts na kakaupo!..grr...so whats new?..wala naman..im really missing alot of people ngayon..something wierd happend to me..i wont tell nalang..kasi nakakahiya..hahahaha!...i miss thosix talaga..isa isa silang nagpaparamam sakin!..hay!.. miss my highschool lofe kahit nageenjoy naman ako sa college life ko..haha!..anlabo..anyway birthday ngayon ni jackie!..sinundo nga ng bf niya e..si..uhmm..hmmm..whats the name?..anyway..finish ko na yung 2nd plate sa fa 12 pero extendend yung submition---tama ba spelling ko?..mejo sabog ako ngayon e..i slept at 12midnight..i watched 3 movies kasi e..haha pasawa e no?..ngayon lang ako ulit nakanood nang tv...hay..ayun!..jay..jackie's bf i mean..name niya jay...towee sabog talaga ako e..hmmm..wala na akong masabi..im bored..still got 30 mins to waste..

the man i was with you..

2005-07-10T21:46:00.000-07:00

im addict sa song..i dont know why..

the man i was with you..

listen just hear me out
yes i know we agreed
when we break up we'd never
give in to this need
to admit to each other
i miss you
listen just hear my cry
no i won't break my word
if i do say i miss you
it would never be heard
let my heart whisper all that it needs to

*how could you make me take a start?
then just leave me here hanging
can't even say how i'm feeling
how could you make them break my heart?
if i can't say that i miss you let me say one last thing

#i miss him and all the things he could do
yes/oh, i miss him just as much as i miss you
oh, i miss him i know you're wondering who
yes, i miss him i miss the man i was with you

oh i would never be the same
listen just hear my voice
can you hear all the tears?
that i'm planning to hide for the next thousand years
just as long as you know that i love you

repeat *,# except last line

how can a blind man find the light?
how can i find the kind of right?
how could you take away my sight?
how could you lose me in the night?
then you took away the heart in me
now i'm losing this fight
no i would never ever be the same ooh..
ohh oh, i miss him and all the things he could do
yes, i miss him just as much as i miss you
i miss him i know by now you know who
yes, i miss him i know by now you know who
i miss him i miss the man i was with you
oh, i would never be the same

FRESHteeg concert!!

2005-07-06T17:00:00.000-07:00

whahahaha!..its been 5 days??..sobrang asteeg ng concert..eventhough i lost my necklace,my headset was sabotaged and my friend lost her digital camera kasi dinala ko siya sa harap(sorry talaga!!i feel responsible!!grrr!!..toweee!!!)..pero all in all it was really cool..i get to spend quality time with my bestfriend..haha!..really cant get over e noh?..hay..after the concert it was back to the plates..im really enjoying college life..kahit na i hardly get 8 hours of sleep cause i have to finish my plates..ang kulit nang cousin ko..his been bugging me kanina pa..kulit!!!well,im almost finish with my second plate..uhmm..i want to thank my bestfriend and solo for making me smile last last night ba un?..thanks dude!..alam ko nandyan ka parati for me..mahal kita!!..wahaha!thanks solo kasi kung di ka sabog nung gabing iyonay maiiyak na talga ako..haha!..im in deep deep poo!to all my classmates in cw10 natamaan ako sa kinabi ni ms. april yesterday..(gets niyo na kung ano yun!) it was like what she was saying was meant for me..(yah right!..drama mode!)wahahaha!..basta natamaan ako,un lang un!..what else?..oh yeah,im sick and im home alone..waaaah!..my parents are at the gym tapos maglalakad sila ng hotel function stuff..kaya im left here all alone,im gonna eat dinner alone ulit..hay!..wala akong matinong kachat!!..my fellow friends add me up sa inyong ym please!!! benchbrat_78@yahoo.com thats also my friendster account!!..add me up!!..im lost!..i dont know what to type next..anyway i have to check my flodded mail..ulit..grade..66 new messages..tama ba un?..addict ako sa you and me and the man i was with you.dont know why!..i got to jet na..cioa!!

the night before the concert

2005-06-30T19:30:00.000-07:00

hahaha!..Im going to the freshteeg concert!!..asteeg diba?..wahahahaha!..i passed my first plate today..i got a ride going to up coz my parents had to leave the house early..business as usual..anyway,we drive thru at mc donalds..tapos i have no kas1 calss today coz my prof was going somewhere..and tomorrow im going to the concert..im finished research yesterday and i learned a lot from the muslim religion..hehe.. im so excited and justine's birthday is on july 2..saturday..sayang i cant go out..im chatting with chuck as in carlos..haha..rich kid..knows how to drive pero may driver..kulit diba?..anyway..i got 1 plate to finish..onti nalang and im done..hehe..i wish to see jasms peeps tomorrow..syempre also my good new friends..grabe free concert para sa lahat ng good bands na tutugtog..asteeg talaga..im just wondering kung pano magkakasya lahat ng freshie students tapos non freshmen pa..siksikan..haha!sardines!..but i bet its gonna be one hell of a night..im wearing black ofcourse..haha!..basta guys be there..anyway gotta jet..got to start on my other hw..as in homeworks..haha..ciao!!

2 days to gooooo...!!

2005-06-29T15:30:00.000-07:00

2 days to go before the freshiee concert..i really wish that my parents would allow me to go..daming bands na magaganda tapos its for free..wahahaha!anyway,i finished my first plate sa FA10..yahoo!but then after passong the studies and all he assigned another plate..hay..1 plate to be passed tom..la akong class ngayon coz its wednesday..study and pahinga day..actually i have to do alot of research and stuff kaya un..ano ba yan..wala nanaman akong masabi..hehe..i guess im not really in the mood for this ngayon..hmm..anyway ok lang naman ako e..nothing much going on,puro aral lang..nothing exciting..basta sana payagan ako sa july 1 freshiee concert..wahahaha!!!!..

UP SHOPPING CENTER..la lang..hehe!

2005-06-16T13:45:00.000-07:00

hmm..im in SC and vacant ko ngayon..la lng..i got nothing to do e..4pm pa next class ko kya update nlng ako ng blog..my wallet was stolen last tuesday..500 plus bucks,pictures,a cancelled credit card and my form 5..asar dba?..sana kuniha nlang niya ung wallet and money tapos binalik nalang niya ung FORM 5 and pictures ko..grr..napagalitan pa ako..hay!..now i have to start all over again..i have to prove to my parents na kaya ko pumasa sa up and that i really want to study..gusto ko nman talaga e..its not that easy to a adjust,it doesnt happen over night..i have to spend more time studying my lessons and doing my plates and assignments..goodbye t.v. goodbye text..good bye ym goodbye social life..goodbye basketball..hay!..atleast i can still use the net to update my blog..required e..creative writting..thanx ma'am april..:) and atleast basketball ang p.e. ko this sem(no basketball no life!)..im actually enjoying my classes..mahirap lng tlga makapasok sa college..i even have to maintain a grade of 2.25 above to be a bachelor..i miss my baby so much..sorry kung di ako makakpagparamdam ng matagal..i really gotstrict parents,sabi nila..forget gimiks,forget your friends,forget what you were when you were in highschool..even if you have to forget yourself basta lng u have to study..a lot!..alien na siguro ako after..eargh?!..i really wish i can pass and finish this course..siguro nga this is one of the many ways na mapapakita ko na i appreciate ny parents sacrifice..pero ganon ba talaga?..i just wish payagan ako sa freshmen concert on july 1..hehe!..im still checking if my stories ng naka post sa cw10..im bored!..i miss someone so much!..asar!..got plates to do..got stuff to buy..got classes to attend to..still bored..wala namang tao sa ym..malamang lahat sila nasa school..dami kong mamimiss ngayon..i just i can get through this..kaya ko naman e,in time..ah basta..uy kilala ko un a..eargh?!..hay!i miss my highskul life..nagkita nga pla kami ni solo last sunday..gulat nga ako..long time no see,sayang we didnt have much time to talk kc i had to buy my f.a. stuff..we saw each other in edsa shang..nandoon kc church namin,timing lng that they were checking out the hotel..tpos namukaan ko xa..gulat nga ako to see her and im sure she was surprised also.pano i was wearing formal..(d naman maxado) tpos after mgkita i had to go na kaa txt txt nlng..sabi ba nman sakin hi stranger!!haha!..un lang..sige have to check my flooded e mails again and my friendster and read peoples blogs..eat rin pla..eargh?!..eargh?!...eargh?!..

what a day!

2005-05-28T15:02:00.000-07:00

weddings finish..grabe!when i got to my grandma's house sobrang daming tao..people i know and some of them that i dont..whew! i never seen so many people in that house!anyway,i enjoyed my time there eventhough waiting for rianne almost took forever..pano my cousin told me to go kasi nga nandoon daw siya *rianne..di sabi ko sige,but when i arrived sabi ng cousin ko she might not come cause she's already working..so i decided to watch tv while eating ice cream!!yummy!..tpos i get to hang out with my cousin,we talked about..haha!love life?..anyway biglang my voice na sumingit.."jai!si rianne daw dadating mayang 7pm!"..haha!it was my newly wed tito who has an hd for rianne..haha!joke!but it seems like it..i cant blame him,she's really one amazing girl..anyway,after that me and my cousin locked ourselves in his room para lang may peace and quiet..people were so noisy kc e..tpos suddenly after an hour somebody called my cousin..rianne arrived and my tito was making pacute..haha!..yuck!..anyway,she's like my cousin already..part of the family..kaya she's always welcome and invited pag may affairs..haha!..after talking bout stuff,nagbrown out!..BADTRIP DBA?!?!?..it was so hot..rianne told me the cute little line.."maya nyan sabihin nnman ng parents mo alis na kau..kung klan nman nandito na ako.."..haha!drama mode..well she was ryt a few munites my mom came and told me that we were going home..ayos!ang saya dba?..i cant do anything about it!i asked kung aalis na ba talaga kami..sabi pa ng mom ko.."u want to live here?.."di sunod nman si zen..haha!tpos i made a sad face at my dad when we were about to leave..sabi nya.."o bakit?..gusto mo maiwan?.."there's hope..sabi ko oo..and i was allowed to stay until 10pm pero dapat daw kuya jai and rianne would take me home..haha!oo nman ung dalawa..we played spin the bottle..and all the kids stuff like saw saw suka mahuli taya!..haha!and halohalo something..e brown out e..then my cousin prayed and a miracle was made..may ilaw na..hah!so we went back to my cousins room..watched tv and talked..alot!..then it was time to go home..mejo tumambay pa sila sa haus nmen and it was cool..its been a long time since ive spent quality time with both of them..pero asteeg si rianne,di nman sya nailang ..i missed her nga e..haha!anyway..i have to take a bath..still got band practice at 4pm..zen signing out!..

are we?..or maybe wer just not..

2005-05-25T21:54:00.000-07:00

ei..i didnt get a chance to post yesterday..anyway,i was in up and i met old and new friends like mia,who used to be my bball teammate..she was transfering schools..anyway,i just finished my medical check up and i can enroll my subjects..grabe!cant get over..haha!i passed up!..haha!..arguments over anyway..pero still got issue knina pero it was finished..alam ko na..i really hate screwing up..eargh?!..ewan ko ba..nga pala may tito's gonna get married tom..haha!..finally..big party tomorrow and ill see my beloved pinsan..uy,nagparamdam si melai,eargh?!wrong send nman..haha!miss you na tuhod!..haha!..wala lng..im scared..lapit na kasi magpasukan..i dont know..i cant imagine how to get through the first day..hay!..im really confused..and scrared and ewan..bsta..i cant wait but im really having second thoughts..ah!!basta..anyways,we got a new maid..uhmm..more like a helper..sana she would stay long kc its really hard for us..eargh?!..di ako mayaman!!haha!im gonna see rianne and kat din ata tomorrow..naks!,miss ko narin sila a..ung eastwood gimik that never came true..haha!..hay!..sleepy na ako and my parents will be here in a few..gotta check some blogs pa e..nd check my flooded e-mails..haha!..ciao!!

exciting trip??..NOT!

2005-05-23T23:31:00.000-07:00

hay!..guess wat?im in tagaytay already..wat can i say?..wala nman..ganda ng view,good place to sleep..sobrang asteeg dito..may wine tasting pa..but the trip im looking forward to is kinda, ano ba?..not what i expected pero ok narin..its that i thought the whole family would drive all the way to tagaytay..sabay mom,dad,me,my cousin and my nephew..hay!wala pa sa kalahati ng family ko..eargh?!..u know wat nawalan ako ng gana..im in the middle of an argument kc..tuloy ko nlng nxt tym..ASAR!!!!!!!

ei..whoa!tagaytay here we come!!

2005-05-22T18:30:00.000-07:00

haha!..ala lng..isang tulugan nlng and TAGAYTAY HERE WE COME!!hay..ill be with my wierd,funny and crazy family again..tpos ilang araw nlng pasukan na..wahahaha!..i just got up..i wanted to sleep pa ulit kya lng naisip ko na i cant use the internet and post stuff dito the next two days..nwei,wer planning to go to tagaytay and stay there over night..haha!..saya saya even though di kami complete atleast i get to go out with my family..actually namiss ko silang lahat..haha..im still sleepy kya lng im also excited kya i cant sleep..ang labo no?..haha!..nanghihinayang ako sa orange na bandana ni solo!!!...WAAAAH!!ANO KABA??sana binigay mo nlng sakin un..nwei,hay!..miss playing bball na..miss my bestfriend also..pano ang kulit nya kanina..pati si tuhod kinukulit ako nung isang araw..wahahaha!!eargh?!..nwei ill try to post another one later if i have time..biglang wala kasi ako masabi e..haha!..see ya later..hahaha!

im bored!..eargh?!..got nothing to do..hay!

2005-05-21T17:27:00.000-07:00

hay..im bored..nwei this morning i got to my english tutorial class then went to mega to buy something to eat tpos i went home agad..i thought i could spend all afternoon taking to u..know hu are,pero she spent her afternoon with her cousin and uhmm..aj?..nwei im left here all alone..ive done my household choirs hay!..saturday never been boring..nwei cant wait to go to tagaytay with the whole family..hay!..bored!..di rin nman ako pwedeng matulog coz if i do i wont be able to sleep early tonight and wont be able to wake up early in the morning tom for church..di rin ako nagattend ng practice..nobodys txting me anyway..still bored..i also got this wound in my finger kaya i wont be able to play the guitar ng matagal..asar no..siguro in a lil while im goin to play bball sa pc and make testi for peeps na humihingi..eargh?!..i miss playing the drums..sana i could go out..asar nman..im really bored..hay..sige update ulit ako later pag wala tlga akong magawa..ill take a bath muna kc its so hot..hay!..

eargh?!..asteeg!

2005-05-20T18:31:00.000-07:00

well?!watcha think?..gling gling ni justine no?..she edited the whole thing..sbrang asteeg dba?!..haha!sbrang addict sa bball..me i mean,nwei..whew!..init sa pinas no?asar!..i just got aout of the shower..knina pla i was in up..asteeg tlga peeps dun,i got the medical sumthing..then went to mega to do sum stuff tpos went home..hay!..im bored pero not for long coz we are going to tagaytay this monday..tpos discovery suite and hyatt and fontana..with my family..atleast i get to spend time with my family this summer..hmm..cant imagine how many laughs wer gonna have..i miss my best nd 22..haha!..grabe!init tlga!..whew!..nwei im kinda new about this stuff..i gotta jet coz i still need to make a new testi for someone..haha!..love you!!..:D

eargh?!

2005-05-19T07:15:00.000-07:00

new blog!..haha!..hmm..wat can i say?..hmm..wala e,just got back kc nahome sick ako e..dnt know wat to say tlga..831by!!!..haha!..wala lng..sige tapos na..eargh?!